Who am I? 😂 The "You stupid! STOP it!" Pastor! 🙈 WE stupid
How about "YOU "SUGAR STUPID"! STOP IT!" Pastor? Would that be more acceptable?
Mon. Jan. 13, 2025, 3:00 pm.
I am the PREACHER .. the YOU SUGAR STUPID!! .. STOP IT!" I am selling you SURVIVAL. You Listen to me or we DIE of STUPID. It is stupid to ONLY account for "ME! money and MORE!" Life as HUMANS requires ATTENTION to far more of VALUE. Our Human VAULTS and stock market hold things you can not CAPTURE but they have AMAZING VALUE!
Asked a friend to help me figure out how to SELL my "EXTREME URGENCY!" We are DYING from STUPID!
Mon. Jan. 13, 2025, 10:30 am.
Yesterday I was thinking maybe ZOMBIE is a better word than STUPID!?? For most my life I have been saying WE (HUMANS!) ARE TOO STUPID TO LIVE! I was right already as a kid, but now I have it figurd out thanks tonDR Iain McgilchristLeft Brain Right Brain ( ..) I must stress we are a SPECTRUM leading from Right brain THINING to Left brain ACTION. We are a SPECTRUM from DREAMER to DOER. Luckily my kids are more DOER but their EXTREME dreamer mom is SO FRUSTRATING to them! Problem is .. a REAL HUman is BOTH! .. a BALANCED brain that FIRST THINKS BEFORE DOING! For 100 years sugar and marketing have DESTROYED our BALANCED REAL HUMAN Brains. I believe Right brain THINK wiring is more sensitive to TOXIC destruction and we are now too many of us STUPI! ACTING before finding causes of the problem and consequences of my avtion .. is just STUPID.
But the LA fires have made me see it is worse than STUPID. Those of us with no Right brain wiring that ENABLES us to THINK .. are actually ZOMBIES. Selfish shallow "beings" devoid of thinking and FEELING. Does our HUMAN reside in our RIGHT brain .. where our MIND and heart is!? Somehow my intuition as a kid SAW (perceived) that we were STUPID .. with sugar (coke). Why would we build the cathedral for our soul with bad bricks (brown sugar water)??? I went on to study nutrition AND architecture in university (HAH!! OMG!! when things were still CONNECTED vs "specialzed" and DISCONNECTED! OMG .. writing the study of "architecture/nutrition AND family" in a Home ECONOMICS School! .. sounded STRANGE .. and yet my university experience was the beginning of the END of REAL education. Back then we still RESPECTED HOME MAKING .. building a GOOD CITIZEN family!!
Why are we not TAUGHT to find what we LOVE? I loved architecture (history) but also nutrition (Health) based on Art AND science! Why can things not work WELL but also be BEAUTIFUL. Food back then was opposite .. VERY basic! But today as usual we have gone way to extreme. You art dishes of today make me literally sick to see. Selfish shallow simple minded to the ultimate ENTILED elitist society. IF we were taught to focus on the areas we love we might CONNECT them. CONNECTION is life. We DISCONNECTED EVERYTHING so even our SPECIALITY is separate disconnected. Dr Faucci's VAX focus destroyed society by not CONNECTING Dr Walters ISOLATION EXPERTISE. (link) Disconnect division and demonization will KILL US before 2030!!
What am I selling? SURVIVAL! You can buy in or not. NO? YOU DIE or at least are, or become .. ZOMBIE
Mon. Jan. 13, 2025, 1:00 pm.
We lost our HUMAN. Somehow as capitalism, greed, "twisting marketing" took over our lives in the last century EVER FASTER we lost our HUMANITY. HUMANITY has an ACCOUNTING SYSTEM that calculates VALUE for WE/ US, further and in Future. We decided in the 70's? all that matters is ME, $$, here, now .. we got too lazy to think "others?" and "FUTURE?" costs. HUMANITY is a HUMAN FAMILY looking after our HOME. You know like the HOME Economics I studied in 60's university. ALL kinds of subjects still were connected! As time went on EVERYTHING was DISCONNECTED under the guise of "specialization". Maybe THEY really thought specialization EXPERTISE would be good. But reality is that EVERYTHING in nature is NORMAL when CONNECTED. DISCONNECT = DECLNE and DECAY.
EVERY SYSTEM is in decline and decay. But in forgetting CONNECTION is normal WE NEVER EVEN NOTICED WE LOST OUR HUMANITY! Humanity is CONNECTED HUMANS. When we connect to work together we share and trade IDEAS! Sharing and trading ideas makes them not only BETTER .. but helps us find TRUTH. We can NOT see truth today because e only scream unrelated facts and never quietly consider the opposing view. Humanity is sharing, discussing and LEARNING from each other to COMPROMISE in a shared home!
For Humanity to work .. each HUMAN must adhere to the HUMAN ACCOUNTING SYSTEM. A HUMAN Accounting SYSTEM creates FAIR ORDER .. no lAW and order needed! When we are all just FAIR to our fellow humans life works beautifully. It is definitely hard work. But hard work to "GET ALONG" surely beats all day battling! This is what we now do. And to a THINKNG RGHT BRAIN still Human .. it is LUDICRUOUS! We live aridiculous life style. And if you are saying who the hell does she think SHE is .. get the hell out of here .. we may have to murder you because YOU are the very reason HUMANITY has collapse. Social gave you a LOUD way to promote your STUPID. (Shallow simple thinking) Ok, you are a BRAINLESS zombie .. I am sorry I was rude.
Have I been working on a replacement for UNIVERSAL Basic income? It is STUPID! We want to be VALUED!
Sat. Jan. 4, 2025, 5:00 pm.
We WANT to work .. we want to be useful and valued and respected! CONTRIBUTING NOTHING is a horrible feeling for most of us! I have been going by my own experience and resultant OBSESSION wasting all my time and MONEY to build this system. more later .. but as a teacher on disability at the beginning of the internet .. I wanted to create new jobs for kids who were struggling without that "pot of gold" ( ) some are lucky to have. ALL I KNOW is I HATED that time .. I did not leave my house during work hours because I felt so useless. I did not want to get $ I contributed nothing for! I wanted to be useful and valued for my work! So I got involved with INVENTION, since I was visionary and creative and better ideas for many problems. So I always believed others too would also rathe CONTRIBUTE and receive, then receive with NO CONTRIBUTION (U B I). I thought that was DUMB .. and tried to build a better idea .. new careers in the NEW WORLD they internet would create. The mistake with all my brilliant vision .. not knowing the goal is NOT FOR "we the people"! the goal is to gain POWER and make more profit. WE have not been the goal since the 40's! It's a wonderful life already SAW the problem! But we went right along sleeping, or worse SHEEP following shepherds to the final SLAUGHTER. End ties is not fir to a comet. It is finally snuffing out Humanity with greed (capitalism) and STUPIDITY, Dumbocracy. You seriously think voting for "daddy" every 4 years gets you what you NEED? NO it takes US being RESPONSIBLE and managing our Life resources FAR batter than we have!
I guess it is true .. I have now seen so many disabled people running me off the sidewalk with their motorized ?walker that I too am a little bit falling into "THEY ARE JUST LAZY" trap. so .. you do not CONTRIBUTE? you do not receive .. unless you are REALLY ill .. and then if you are a GOOD Human you would do MAID!
Please don't think I want to show you how SMART I am. I just want to ALERT.. it's getting too late!
PS .. I am ONLY smart because I COLLECTED .. and CONNECTED OTHER HUMANS thinking and when all together it is all BRILLIANT. But every single idea is a cONNECTING ofothers expertise. What we need now is to quit specializing and to connect back to "JUST HUMAN!" SPECIAL" is stupid. God made us to CONNECT as one Human FAMILY!
Just tried to talk to a guy .. realized he ONLY wanted to show how much smarter he was. Yes I was learning ideas from him .. but I a, sick of my ideas being IGNORED. He was all showing how broiilliant he was. I just want to help us save our HUMAN Family and home before it's too late. I am a freakin Home ec teacher .. but I do have inventive ideas. As a dreamer I connect things .. maybe you never thought of? So please listen and learn from my life OBSESSED .. or it was just such a waste! Everyday .. I learn MORE from all the people I talk to. WEc ALL need to learn from each other by connecting IN REAL LIFE NOT ON STUPID SOCIAL. it taught us to take no rsponsibilty and just be RUDE and even MEAN! That bflo rising discussion was eye opening, how far we have fallen with SOCIAL. Social crap os evil .. those stupid fat names allow inhuman behaviour .. no RESPECT .. no RESPONSIBILITY. ye s I yell when you don't agree ,, but then I calm down I say 🤔 . Can't we just do that and then ".. ALL GET ALONG"
Why do we not even know what a WRITER IS? I am no writer! Terrible communication!
Wed. Jan. 8, 2025, 10:30 am.
I would think a WRITER communicates well, can organize thoughts and keep things brief and concise. NOT ME.
PLUS .. far easier to write about my original HEALTH idea .. why do you build your cathedral for your soul with crap .. COKE! instead of GOOD building materials. That would be so much EASIER to write well on. Do a bunch of chapters and we are good.
Guess I never recognized EVERYTHING creates TOTAL HUman HEALTH, so if you are writing about EVERYTHING I guess it could get very messy. Ok Sorry I must gatehr all I now KNOW AFFECTS our total Heath and do chapters focusing there. But since everything CONNECTS in life, maybe this all over disorganized writing TEACHES you to be more CONNECTING and less SPECIALIZING! Hah maybe my BAD has some GOOD! 😄 My writing is all over .. but so is life .. since all connects to all else!
I did not know I am a philosopher? T would say EGOTISTICAL?NO, Isolated, Outcast, no social gatherin
Fri. Jan. 10, 2025, 7:45 pm. cool .. read further! Siobhan Lyons, Philosophy NOW mag.
"So the philosopher is one who has time: not only time to think, but time to observe. This might explain why a vast number of philosophers were outcasts; in their isolation they had time to commit themselves to pursuits beyond social gatherings"
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Learn from my mistakes! TOO LATE for me now, I lived STUPID
"I'm not talking to you anymore .. I will miss you too much when the Full Time person comes back."
Thurs. Jan. 2? 2025, 8:30 am.
added Jan 11, 2025, 8;00 AM. I get along so much more easily with the girl filling in, than the full time concierge. Correction .. I feel more CONNECTED .. Full time is very nice. WOW I communicate BAD!! I made Ruta sound terrible! Not my intention. (I just made a HUGE epiphany (great CONCLUSION of connecting ideas) thanks to talking to Ruta!) But Left brains say .. "Intention is ?nothing .. actually doing is what matters." That is not the right saying but hope you get the PICTURE?
Only now , at almost 80, I RECOGNIZE that is a stupid way to run life! But we do it, eh? We do not want to attach to something that is temporary, because it will entail LOSS. Most of us hate loss and change is loss. We avoid it. But I guess that is just us THINKERS (more Right brain). Left brains blithely go on with life because thinking deeply (past cause, future consequence) is not their mode of life. To survive we must take on a little of their handling of life problems.
Why not ENJOY WHAT YOU CAN WHILE YOU CAN? Do some of us really avoid great things because they will end? I guess I do not want to get too used to great concierge convos only to lose them! (Who am I kidding? They are not CONVERSATIONS! I just PREACH, nobody gets a word in. But it sure does give practise to pulling together ideas that are just forming! For which I am very grateful!)
So if life is a pendulum of "having" and "Losing", is it not better to HAVE for a short time than just AVOID everything because out will be GONE one day? Those of us who love routine, feel depressed at CHANGE often just become HERMITS, avoid people because you can not TRUST they will stay around. Is this the year I am finally WISE? Do I write ONLY for HSP's? is my work only for ESP, people with EXTRA sensitive perception? If we are 1 in 5, then no wonder I have always felt I live on the wrong planet! So I am NOT writing for the masses? So most people have no clue what I am talking about?? Oh DEAR .. we really ARE dead. If most people are NOT sensitive and simply look at life from a short sighted perspective .. we really ARE doomed. But at least my New year's day REALITY PENDULUM is a great learning. Maybe escape from the SENSITIVE REALITY (caring about others well being) and just BREATHE and simplify to ME in this moment. Then after a restful calm, now go back to working on how to improve our quality of life .. or just keep us from going OVER the cliff.
I am stupid but feel like I at least TRY! PEOPLE do not even TRY to think anymore! Here is proof.
- Giving me a Tim's double cup .. very CONSIDERATE of you to keep my coffee warm. OMG Now I get it!! She wanted me to buy the cup container so it would stay WARM! .. not to save the ENVIRONMENT!! No wonder people do NOT get along! we do not even UNDERSTAND where we are coming from. I thought she was suggesting "you kill a lot of trees with your coffee addiction!" She was only trying to keep her profit (maybe) rather than give me a second insulating cup. NOW!! If we all KNEW my HUMAN ACCOUNTING SYSTEM would we then UNDERSTAND each other better! She is being kind in the WE, but harming the US with more waste. She is also harming MINE her business by wasting profit. Waste is minus or toxic. ADDING to the HUMAN Life LEDGERS or stcok exchange .. as usual .. INCOMPLETE!!
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