Sat. Jan. 4, 2025, 5:00 pm.
We WANT to work .. we want to be useful and valued and respected! CONTRIBUTING NOTHING is a horrible feeling for most of us! I have been going by my own experience and resultant OBSESSION wasting all my time and MONEY to build this system. more later .. but as a teacher on disability at the beginning of the internet .. I wanted to create new jobs for kids who were struggling without that "pot of gold" ( ) some are lucky to have. ALL I KNOW is I HATED that time .. I did not leave my house during work hours because I felt so useless. I did not want to get $ I contributed nothing for! I wanted to be useful and valued for my work! So I got involved with INVENTION, since I was visionary and creative and better ideas for many problems. So I always believed others too would also rathe CONTRIBUTE and receive, then receive with NO CONTRIBUTION (U B I). I thought that was DUMB .. and tried to build a better idea .. new careers in the NEW WORLD they internet would create. The mistake with all my brilliant vision .. not knowing the goal is NOT FOR "we the people"! the goal is to gain POWER and make more profit. WE have not been the goal since the 40's! It's a wonderful life already SAW the problem! But we went right along sleeping, or worse SHEEP following shepherds to the final SLAUGHTER. End ties is not fir to a comet. It is finally snuffing out Humanity with greed (capitalism) and STUPIDITY, Dumbocracy. You seriously think voting for "daddy" every 4 years gets you what you NEED? NO it takes US being RESPONSIBLE and managing our Life resources FAR batter than we have!
I guess it is true .. I have now seen so many disabled people running me off the sidewalk with their motorized ?walker that I too am a little bit falling into "THEY ARE JUST LAZY" trap. so .. you do not CONTRIBUTE? you do not receive .. unless you are REALLY ill .. and then if you are a GOOD Human you would do MAID!
Just tried to talk to a guy .. realized he ONLY wanted to show how much smarter he was. Yes I was learning ideas from him .. but I a, sick of my ideas being IGNORED. He was all showing how broiilliant he was. I just want to help us save our HUMAN Family and home before it's too late. I am a freakin Home ec teacher .. but I do have inventive ideas. As a dreamer I connect things .. maybe you never thought of? So please listen and learn from my life OBSESSED .. or it was just such a waste! Everyday .. I learn MORE from all the people I talk to. WEc ALL need to learn from each other by connecting IN REAL LIFE NOT ON STUPID SOCIAL. it taught us to take no rsponsibilty and just be RUDE and even MEAN! That bflo rising discussion was eye opening, how far we have fallen with SOCIAL. Social crap os evil .. those stupid fat names allow inhuman behaviour .. no RESPECT .. no RESPONSIBILITY. ye s I yell when you don't agree ,, but then I calm down I say 🤔 . Can't we just do that and then ".. ALL GET ALONG"
Wed. Jan. 8, 2025, 10:30 am.
I would think a WRITER communicates well, can organize thoughts and keep things brief and concise. NOT ME.
PLUS .. far easier to write about my original HEALTH idea .. why do you build your cathedral for your soul with crap .. COKE! instead of GOOD building materials. That would be so much EASIER to write well on. Do a bunch of chapters and we are good.
Guess I never recognized EVERYTHING creates TOTAL HUman HEALTH, so if you are writing about EVERYTHING I guess it could get very messy. Ok Sorry I must gatehr all I now KNOW AFFECTS our total Heath and do chapters focusing there. But since everything CONNECTS in life, maybe this all over disorganized writing TEACHES you to be more CONNECTING and less SPECIALIZING! Hah maybe my BAD has some GOOD! 😄 My writing is all over .. but so is life .. since all connects to all else!
Fri. Jan. 10, 2025, 7:45 pm. cool .. read further! Siobhan Lyons, Philosophy NOW mag.
"So the philosopher is one who has time: not only time to think, but time to observe. This might explain why a vast number of philosophers were outcasts; in their isolation they had time to commit themselves to pursuits beyond social gatherings"
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Thurs. Jan. 2? 2025, 8:30 am.
added Jan 11, 2025, 8;00 AM. I get along so much more easily with the girl filling in, than the full time concierge. Correction .. I feel more CONNECTED .. Full time is very nice. WOW I communicate BAD!! I made Ruta sound terrible! Not my intention. (I just made a HUGE epiphany (great CONCLUSION of connecting ideas) thanks to talking to Ruta!) But Left brains say .. "Intention is ?nothing .. actually doing is what matters." That is not the right saying but hope you get the PICTURE?
Only now , at almost 80, I RECOGNIZE that is a stupid way to run life! But we do it, eh? We do not want to attach to something that is temporary, because it will entail LOSS. Most of us hate loss and change is loss. We avoid it. But I guess that is just us THINKERS (more Right brain). Left brains blithely go on with life because thinking deeply (past cause, future consequence) is not their mode of life. To survive we must take on a little of their handling of life problems.
Why not ENJOY WHAT YOU CAN WHILE YOU CAN? Do some of us really avoid great things because they will end? I guess I do not want to get too used to great concierge convos only to lose them! (Who am I kidding? They are not CONVERSATIONS! I just PREACH, nobody gets a word in. But it sure does give practise to pulling together ideas that are just forming! For which I am very grateful!)
So if life is a pendulum of "having" and "Losing", is it not better to HAVE for a short time than just AVOID everything because out will be GONE one day? Those of us who love routine, feel depressed at CHANGE often just become HERMITS, avoid people because you can not TRUST they will stay around. Is this the year I am finally WISE? Do I write ONLY for HSP's? is my work only for ESP, people with EXTRA sensitive perception? If we are 1 in 5, then no wonder I have always felt I live on the wrong planet! So I am NOT writing for the masses? So most people have no clue what I am talking about?? Oh DEAR .. we really ARE dead. If most people are NOT sensitive and simply look at life from a short sighted perspective .. we really ARE doomed. But at least my New year's day REALITY PENDULUM is a great learning. Maybe escape from the SENSITIVE REALITY (caring about others well being) and just BREATHE and simplify to ME in this moment. Then after a restful calm, now go back to working on how to improve our quality of life .. or just keep us from going OVER the cliff.
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